Look into the mirror to find yourself.

Ever look into the mirror of yourself carefully?
Not because to makeup or sqeenzing your pimples.
Is to have a good look of yourself.
It is not strange sometimes you cant recongise yourself in the mirror.
And ask yourself some questions:
"Oh this is how I look now... Strange looking person(laugh)",
"Omg im looking pal... Things happened nowadays... damn..." or
"Cool! im looking good, have to buckup and live on my best! yeah (with a victory sign)."
In a day, how many times would you look into the mirror?
Even though, its a quick one maybe.
You never had a time to have a good look of yourself into the mirror.
So if you have time, just look into the mirror.
No matter if you are troubled or happyed.
Just look yourself in the mirror.

When you appreciates, you believes everything.

Humans are selfish...
They believes in what ever they like.
Bias to what they had believed.
They wont care if its a lie,
A one sided contribution,
Or just being used as they were taking advantages of you.
You simpily just dont care, nobody could stand in your way for what you had believed.
This is how you learn to appreciates one another, you simpily believes them what ever they do...
For love? for friendship? or for credits? or for self?
You decides.

Pain is the reason to be alive.

Ever heard of "You bled to know if you are still alive"?
Living will definitely not be smooth or perfect.
You will have to go through intenseful up and down tides.
Very painful one maybe.
But this is the reason to be alive.
Life struggle.

ps. Sometimes you felt pain and suddenly awaken that living is great sensation.

Miracle will happened for a reason

The world will change every action you made.
It will influences one to another by which it will go on and on.
That is how so call "miracles" happened.
You believes in miracles?
Theres no so call "miracle" in this world.
But a reason will happened.
Every "miracle" always had a reason behind it.
Sometimes the reason is unknown as it needed alot of explainations.
Thus, its true that actions made will lead to influencing matter between matters
Therefore thats the reason hehind every single miracles happened.

Your instinct, your decision.

Sometimes you should trust your first instinct.
It will help you make fast decision.
Fast, firm and accurate.
Dont afraid if you had made a wrong choice.
Be cool and carry on.
To err is human.

Neverlasting Ownership

What you have now cannot be forever.
You own something, and yet can be taken away someday,
Losing it not because of your own misdisplacement, Or its just disappeared when ever it likes.
Love is like an object.
You contribute alot for it yet sometimes you get nothing in return.
People could relatively steal it from you,
You are afraid you will lost it someday, by itself.
Anyday you lost it and you were hoping for a replacement,
It can be new but yet its not the same again.

Valorous, the Unfearful

What makes you fear?
Scare? afraid? or terrorfied?
Fearing is not a sin but it makes you weak.
Although you dun like it, but you have to face it.
As long as you break the first barrier of fearsome,
Valorous is you.

Unthought Momento

Memory will fade...
Day by day...
Time to time...
Until its diminished...
You cant remember...
Never think of it again...
Its gone...
Forever...
Like never happened before...

Evangelion, The 18th Angel

We're 18th Angel, Humanity, the one which we chose for whatever reason.

Empty Nightmares

Nightmare, another form of dream.
It can be so real that you cant defined.
Reality? or Virtual?
Ever keep running or hidding cause something was chasing you?
Ever dreamed of almost died in your dream?
They all doesnt make sense,
yet surreal...
What you really afraid or desire would be appeared in your dreams
Real...
Short...
Blurred...
You want it, you see it

Midnight Terror

Darkness falls...
Like eternal abyss...
Terror mounted...
Like bewitching scream...
Endless vain...
Never be safe...

The Art of War

The general who wins a battle makes many calculations in his temple ere the battle is fought.
Thus do many calcutions lead to victory.

Move not unless you see an advantage.
Use not you troops unless theres something to be gained.
Fight not unless the position is critical.

The opportunity of defeating the enemy is provided by the enemy himself.

Ending? so be it...

Apoint reaching the ending...
Like most of movie, drama, anime, story and so on...
Sometimes it is felt...
Unbearable...
Yet elated...
Cause ending is another start of beginning...
But most of the endings is not the ending that you wanted...
Disappointing...
What can we do?
So let it be...

Mortal Cruelty

Nothing men cannot do.
Humans does all sort of things.
From destructions to abusesion
Humans fear nothing even death.
Why? Humans instinct...
Humans being the most powerful animals on earth...

Future is just another lie.

Ever thought that future had already been set for you?
Like reading a story book, that everything had been written and the nxt step is set?
Sometimes, it is true... you will know it...
No matter how hard you tried or avoid, destiny cant be changed...
Destiny is fated... its just a lie... that you have to go through...
This is what we call "Life".

An unfair world?

Everybody is equal.
Dont you agree?
Theres no such thing as "fair" in this world.
But its fair enough that we are equal.
From the beginning till the end.
Its just the same.
We came from the same place,
and ends at the same place.
So, does anyone special?
Nope, I guess.
We are the same... always the same...

Just too Irresponsible...

Saying "Good luck" to someone is an irresponsible action.
You are telling that person to try their luck as "luck" itself cant be defined, its unpredictable.
Have you ever regret anything? Everyone does. But regret is another irresponsible action that you had already make the choice, if you regret it then why you choose it at first?

Total Disguision

Conclusion is not by what you assumed.
You cant decide what is right or wrong by your preferances.
Or judgement by sights or sounds.
Its either innocent sin or eternal punishment.

Chained time to life

For now you dont have to think.
Just spent your life what ever you want.
You have less then a 100 years to live for some less then half a 100...
Thats just less then 3110400000 seconds to live...
Life is simply short, treasure it as much as you can...
No need to regret anything, cause it doesnt matters anymore...

The 7 Sins

Lust, Gluttony, Jealousy, Greed, Sloth, Pride and Wrath
Its all just beside you.

Exodus

We have to succumb to the feelings we can never face...

Sympathetic by Seether

My words will be here when Im gone.
As Im fading away against the wind and the words you left me linger on.
As Im failing again now, never to change this.
Im sympathetic, never letting on I feel the way I do.
As Im falling apart again at the seam and it seems Im alone here, hollow again.
As Im flailing again against the wind and the scars Im left with swallow again.
As Im failing again now, never to change this...
The same old feelings are taking over,
I cant seem to make them go away and I cant take all the pressure sober.
Just cant make it go away... cant make it go away...

Lifeless Iridescent

Life seems so colorful and yet uninspiring...
This is not the utopia that you wanted...
Yet you have no choice but to accept where ever you are...
Its how you decides to live it on...

Character Essentials

What should one do to improve one character, correct one's personal faults and dispel the delusions of life?
First, make it a rule not to accept any reward unless you have worked hard to earn it. That is the best way to honour and virtue.
Secondly, vanquish your own vices and failings before condemning those of others. That is the best way to remove the secret vices of the innermost mind.
Lastly do not let sudden anger endanger your safety or that of your loved ones.

Brain, core of Mind (right hemisphere)

The right hemisphere is the control center for the mental functions involved in:
Intuition, Space, ESP, Emotions, Attitudes, Phyiscal coordination, Visual-Spatial, Fine arts, Mechanics, Rhythm, Music, Dance, Synthesis, Holistic and Creativity.

Brain, core of Mind (left hemisphere)

The left hemisphere controls the Mental functions that include:
Memory, Time, Speech, Language, Numbers, Computation, Seriation, Sequence, Classification, Logic, Analysis, Particular and Intelligence.

Forbidden Gates

Through the Gates of Morpheus...
You could find you dreams there...
That never been told...
Like any fairy tales...
Once you fallen in...
Its exit forbidden...
Till the end of eternity...

Am I suppose to be what I am?

World, like role playing...
Here you are living, from a baby to an adult...
Its all about role playing as what you want to be...
Is it really what you want to be is truely you?
Are you suppose to be what you are now?
or you are heading the wrong way?
Ever you think that way then you are in the wrong lane...

It's only the fairy tale.

Who are those little girls in pain just trapped in castle of dark side of moon.
Twelve of them shining bright in vain like flowers that blossom just once in years.
They're dancing in the shadow like whispers of love just dreaming of placewhere they're free as dove.
They've never been allowed to love in this cursed cage.
It's only the fairy tale they believe.

Memory is history

Could you ever forget or erase your memory? Having unpleasent past or nonsensicle memory that you dont ever want? Let past be arest. Its something good dont have to feel bad about it, cause you are learning something from it, gained experiences that you have to. Good and bad memory were history, that already happened and you cant do anything about it. Refined and Learn thats the only way out. Thats why we must have our history lesson I guess.

Nothing is all about.

Why do people afraid to lose anything thats so precious to them? theres nothing you could keep forever, bring with you where ever you go. If you have nothing, you wont afraid to lose anything... This is the regulation of Life... You came with nothing and you go with nothing...

Love is Sinful

The beginning of your appearance its another sin had been brought to earth... ironically you can say its the seed of love...

Affinity is Fated...

World seems to be strange and lonesome... We as strangers living individually.. Not knowing each other until the time we met... Is it fated to be friends or just everything had been set for you? As long as theres a start, theres always an end... You can escape but not forever.. Until you reached the end, you realised you had nothing... What is Friend? What is Love? What is Living all about? If you would know... You wouldnt be writing blog here...

Exultation

Hope is beyond infinity...
You dont hope for but you do for hope...

Shadow to Light

What makes a shadow?
Light and Darkness.
What makes a man?
Good or evil.
Shadow, mimic what ever you do, like another image of you...
Every single action you had done, had been caught by your own shadow...
Good or bad? You cant escape...
It always follow behind yr back...